today i hate the world.
hate it all.
from the bastard that stole my dad's chef to open a lousy donut shop
to the slimy s.o.b. that bought my dad's place to turn it into a 'kosher style' backwater deli dive that will cater to old conservative farts and their bi-religious grandchildren.
hate the store that my dad had.
hate the fact that he sold it.
hate the cell phones that turn so much precious living time into extended buisiness hours.
hate the raucous ringtones.
hate the meaningless conversations and the high decibel level of the talkee (the phone is there so you DON'T have to shout, asshole).
hate the yiddish peppered into conversations that don't require them.
hate the nosey busybodies that need to know every move you make.
and their counterparts who smile to your face and stab you in the back.
hate the politics between friends.
hate having to choose sides.
hate having to break ties.
and the fact that i'm too damn sensitive.
hate the fact that i won't swear on my own blog.
hate the fact that i'm so pissed.
hate my meds.
and the symptoms they're supposed to cure.
hatewhen God deals bad hands.
hate the world-
or do i just hate me?
7 comments:
(ouch. i'm hurting too.)
"Quando Omni Flunkus Moritati"
Oh boy! Sunny days sweeping up a ok on the way to where the .....can u tell me how to get how to get to Sesame Street? Sunny days on the way. Seems cloudy but the sun will come out. Sorry you are feeling this way.
i second flor's advice. ride the wave... we all have those days when we're so goddam happy and those days when we hate the world and in the end it balances out. thats why taking control of our perspective is so important.. our feelings dont control us, we control them.. so for now youve decided to hate. hate with all your heart and soul.. and then let it go.. and free up that space for happiness or love to set in - and then do that with all your heart and soul. accept, live it, and then move on.
Oy. I'm sorry things are so bad right now. Some days life just HURTS. :-(
How're things doing today??
i hate all that too
and i hate when people dont get it
and i hate it that people are dying now
i hate it that i misplaced the towel
i hate it when noone understands what youre saying and what youre feeling
i hate when people are condescending
i hate when people offer things and then dont carry em out
i hate when people shout at me
i hate when people snicker
i hate when people know the truth and hide it from you trying to protect you but in essence they are only harming you
i hate this war and this exile
i hate that we dont care enough
i hate that i care too much
i hate that i forget about my hate and do hateful things which will only carry on the hate :(
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