Monday, May 08, 2006

spring cleaning for the soul.

(trixies, you might want to skip this one.)
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ever have a moment of self introspectection?
you know, those pesky days where you wake up early and say:

"shit. what time is it?
only five o-fucking-clock in the goddamn morning?!?
dammit. you know, i probably shouldn't -fucking- swear so much.
hell, from now on it's only 'fricken' and 'shite' and whatever.
no more cussing shit out of me.
ah fuck.
alright;
starting right.....
now.
...
...
....
um..
........
dang i'm freakin tired.
{shit, i sound like a fuckin hillbilly.}
...
crap.
i was doing so god damn well.
at least it's a start...
...
{yawn} well, how long was i able to hold it?
let me see...
SHIIIIIT! five o ONE? only 60 GODDAMN FUCKING SECONDS?!!??
ARGGGHHHHH!!!!!"


know what i mean?
it's days like these, i try and sleep in.

38 comments:

Anonymous said...

damn.
jealous.

socialworker/frustrated mom said...

Oh I a should a try that type of spring cleaning a a some time. A whole new definition of spring cleaning. Sure to clean the soul.

socialworker/frustrated mom said...

Yeah no need to worry I have no intention of trying it.
##@***#@###@@^^**####

Anonymous said...

because that's all I wanted to do today.
sleep in. screw work. seriously.
my psyche wouldn't move off the pillow.

had to lug it -kicking and screaming- on the subway. really not pleasant

Anonymous said...

ow.
new colors not good for lab light

socialworker/frustrated mom said...

Tell me why you people want me not to be able to read your stuff. You just want me to overdose on excedrin is that it? Well you did a good job on me getting a head ache. Oh nice design!

Rivky said...

thanks for the warning. I started and stopped.
bleeding?

Rivky said...

then changed my mind. oh well. I slept in today.

s.J. said...

hee hee.
sorry peoples.
getting the kinks out

Rivky said...

well, you stopped up most of the blood.

Cellar Door said...

It liberated me.

Oh and frikken works too.

s.J. said...

too true.

s.J. said...
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;iulu said...

there's an alternative to letting them fight so often (plus it gets too noisy)..

FrumGirl said...

Nope, never had a day quite like this, lol.

s.J. said...

lucky you.

Scraps said...

Man. That musta been a doozy.

I've had days like that, minus the swearing.

s.J. said...

hmm....
you went cold turkey on s/t you don't do?

sounds rewarding.

;iulu said...

you can go scrub your mouth of expressive words (tho mom will miss it. i asked her), or just stick with scheisse sj.

works every time

s.J. said...

shit, i knew this would happen.

flor, i'm not planning to change how i talk.
i'm just relating what goes on in my head when i start thinking crazy thoughts.
that's why i'm on meds.

;iulu said...

glurgh!
1- good. i like your tongue-spewage
2- you're not crazy (im sry, am I repeating myself?)
3- scheisse is nice.

s.J. said...

when i take all the pills i'm supposed to.

Anonymous said...

:crunch:

socialworker/frustrated mom said...

Now it looks like it should. Thanks I am out of the pills. Way cool the design has your name creeping all over it. Nice job.

Anonymous said...

ANSWERYOURGDAMNEMAIL!!!!!
#$^%^^&* YOU'D BETTER BE AH FCUK!!!BREATHE KID!!
WHEREARE YOU???

Rivky said...

ok skelitons. I don't like how the title goes over them doesn't fit so good, if you could fix that it would be great (or keep experimenting)

socialworker/frustrated mom said...

No it's perfect trixies. Yeah answer your mail.

s.J. said...

glad you like it.

Rivky said...

*song* I've got skelitons in my closet now ratteling tonight...

from soundtrack of 7th guest (what happens when you put the computer cd into a regular cd player) been wanting to do it all night.

;iulu said...
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Anonymous said...

w00t!
its da finger olympics

s.J. said...

omg.
i love that game.
played it once at my friend's house in 3rd grade;
been trying to get my hands on it eversince.

the sabra said...

s.j. ur the man
im laughin so frikkin hard (ya? is that the word ur supposed to use?)
oh and kol hakavod. good luck.

Rivky said...

still have it. last time we tried it it still worked. that game is something else. you can probably even download it now. then we got 11th hr. (the sequil) but we had to get rid of it cause it was rated mature and had some, um, not so nice scenes. I would love to play it, though without those scenes.

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s.J. said...

sabra- thanks. and whatever you want. it's all fuckin good in my book.

trixies-and i'd love to eat pork if it were kosher.
spme things we just can't have.

bring it to the international h. meet.
i'd like to borrow it.

Rivky said...

when's the international meet? (I think I'm in major trouble if I meet you, but don't worry if I can make it I'll be there). I'll have it though I must warn you, it is a bit scratched. I've had it for about 13 years.

s.J. said...

i'm sure.
is it mac compatible?

dunno, but i'm sure there'll be one sooner or later.